050712 ♥

Hello it's be yourself day today. So basically nothing much happened today. And I should have wore school uni or something. Fuck I look so unpresentable. -.- okay so I was thinking if he will be leaving school this year or is he staying. Honestly speaking, obviously I want him to stay right ? I really can't imagine next year. Whether he's still in Beatty or not. Okay this makes it sounds so obvious. Ruiyao say today assembly that time he was just 2 cm beside me when he walking. And I was like turning and looking at another direction searching for him. I don't know why but whenever I look at him I'll feel secured. Then I actually missed it. OMFG. FML CAN. I really don't know if you're still gonna stay in school for next year but I wish you to stay. I wanna forget you but the more I wanna forget the more I wanna care and know more and more things bout you. How ? :/