Peiqin and Ruiyao said that I wanna go for band concert it's because of him. And I say no it's not. Is it really because of him ? I don't know.
This week. Is totally shitty. I don't see him much. I don't see him tweet much. And I thought I'm like slowly forgetting him. Who knows. When they just mention him. I feel a bit depress. I don't know why.
I'm so tired of waiting. So tired of who I'm. So tired of the current me. So tired of almost everything.
Now I am so busy. Yet I still keep thinking of you. School. CO. MTDC. Tuition. Kept me very occupied. However, I still keep thinking of you. Dear brain and heart, stop thinking and waiting. He's not gonna be yours. Not now, not the future. Never.
I wanted to quit mtdc as I have no time. But, if I don't go for mtdc, I would have more time. And that means more time to think of him. Stress. What should I do? Now I'm so busy, I don't even have time to do my homework. I have to finish it and would normally stay up till 11.30 to 12. And when I go to bed, I keep thinking of him. And that make me cant sleep. Now, have you seem how much you affected me and my life?
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