So I saw him on Saturday and talk to Peiqin awhile. She say: isn't it obvious he doesn't want to have any ties with you? And I was like yea. I need to face reality. It's true. False hopes are still false hopes. She say I fall too easily. And tell me not to do so the next time. She say I'll hurt myself only.
I feel like leaving this place with all the stress and the people here esp him. And perhaps come back in a year time and see a new me. Well. I don't feel like going to school. But I can't. If I miss out lessons I really CMI already.
So.... From now on.. Hopefully I can forget him. Shall smile more. Love myself. Don't hate myself. And live well. Study hard.
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