Kept smiling, laughing but it's like a while only then stop le. Like I laugh with others then I laugh or smile awhile only. I guess I hide my feelings very well ? No one notice. Well, Gladys stop deceiving yourself. Not that you can hide your feelings well, it's because no one actually cares.
I guess I'm somehow through this shit. Thought I was slowly moving on till recess. Saw you. And boom. Everything went back to before. And I don't know. I told my friend I will move on and forget you, saying that I don't care about you but that make me hate myself. Dislike myself. I don't know but I enjoy the feeling of somehow not moving on. Still waiting. It's tough. To move on. Without any friends that will be there for me.
Somehow went moody on Saturday and well idk but Michelle and Peiqin make fun of me. I'm not angry la.
I miss the old me. I won't care about all this shit. I miss the feeling. Now it came back. That is to not move on not forgetting you. It actually make me happy. Maybe ? I don't know.
Oh ya my bangs..
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