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Last day of August. Really tired and moody. So sylvester ask me to take his report book from Pq to return him. And I know, mentioning him will Hurt her. He also don't want her to be sad or something that's why he ask me to pass ? Kinda hate this situation.
Okay. So back to myself again. Keep having emptiness feeling. I'm like trying to smile but why is everyone like trying to make me feel sad and everything. I keep telling people I've move on.... But is it true? Or am I just forcing myself to belief it ? Who to say all this to ? Friends...? Pq have her own problem, Michelle also have ? Ruiyao will confirm say nvm. I need a friend that's there for me. What's the use of saying all this now ? Long since I cried. And I really broke down today. Why am I so useless ?! Why cry ?! I'm not a cry baby.
Ms choong leaving on Sunday ;(
The fact , I'm really useless, stupid , hopeless, ugly , fat , short and have fat thighs.
Okay bye.