Life has been quite tough for me recently. Trying to forget him but I just can't. Didn't break down for months..? And I just did it yesterday. I feel silly and stupid. Still wandering around waiting for you to come round to come to me. But that's not going to happen. I have your number but just don't dare to text you. Some tell me to move on some tell me to confess which obviously I wouldn't. I'm really ... Stuck here. I can't do anything. Please, fade this feelings.
I know you like somebody else. And that girl is pretty, slim, clever, everything. She's much perfect. In your eyes. So yeah, gonna give up.
Wish you and her to be together.. Happily. They say: watching the person you love love someone else and if he's happy , that's a form of happiness too. But.. Is it really true..?
Gladys, give up.
I wish nothing but the best for you. Don't forget me. Because truly I like you, I love you. And you make me happy. Really.
Next, about my health. Constantly having stomach pain. I don't know what happen too. Pq ask me to go for check up. Parents did too... They ask doctor, why do I always have stomach pain. Doctor say too much air. But too much air, I wouldn't be pain till I can't move right..? I don't want to go check up and x-ray because I don't want to know the result. I don't want to be sick. For once I want to show to people around me that I can do well in my studies. So yeah, health, please don't fail on me..? 😢😥😪 probably will go for a check up or x-ray check after my holidays..? I've got so much planned and I'm just hoping my health won't fail me. I won't get sick easily.
Really really tired. I try to pack my time together so I don't have time for you. I am forcing myself. Can't you people see it? Stop mentioning him to me anymore. I'm not going to feel a thing anymore.
Shall end my post with some pictures and quotes.
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